Taking Chances….

Life can be spent in comfort and routine, with moderate means, and the least risks.
It can also be spent exploring the road not taken.
My instincts always seem to lead me the safe route for the most part. But when I do take that leap it seems to be in the less than best spots in [...]

Excitement In The Strangest Places!

My that sounded naughty didn’t it…?
Well GOOD!      HA!
Right then, off we go..
So not even a full week after feeling like my last great hope had been yanked from me, and that my whole world view had been knocked off kilter… I find myself oddly enthusiastic…
There is an odd possible hope on the horizon [...]

Hey Look Something New!

I have started a new blog, aka the Whacky Idea. You can visit it here: Dea©onBluesDiet.com.
This is a new blog that I am hoping to have a lot of help with, from a lot of wonderful people. I have met and become friends with a lot of generous and kind people online and in real [...]

The Beat Goes On…

I don’t know if anyone has ever really discussed this sort of thing publicly before, but I am going to here…
I hate being sick… the sore throat, restlessness, and run down feeling… it just sucks…
Wait… you’ve heard this before? Well fine…
I’ll just move on… sigh lol

Life In The Moderately Paced Lane…

Sometimes when faced with news that hits us harder than we thought it should, we react in dramatic ways. Damn inner Drama-Queen kickin up…
Monday I held myself together just long enough until I got home and years of frustration that has been bottled up was let forth after the seal was knocked loose with news [...]

Finding The Reset Button…

Yesterday still hurts. Yesterday still makes me want to cry. So much hope, so many desires seemingly all shot to pieces in 3 quick phone calls.
I’m still upset, and frustrated. I’m angry with the pinheads who determined exclusion of such an all encompassing benefit as not merit worthy. I’m upset that some stockholder somewhere didn’t [...]

Shattered Hope…Lost Motivation…

This has been one of the more personally trying weeks that I can remember. First I spend two nights in perpetual nightmares watching the various ways of dying, being attacked, or having love torn from me…
And today my hopes of finally once and for all resolving my weight issues all fell apart. My employer, who [...]

Nightmares Are The Stuff Dreams Are Made Of…

For a lot of years I have suffered a few reoccurring dreams. Some good, some not.
The good ones are rare. And are often times very bitter sweet in their own way.
Usually they involve having found someone to spend my life with, someone who loves me truly and madly and whom I would gladly die for. [...]

To Sleep Per Chance To…Work?

Sometimes it’s a real challenge to fight the sleepies in life. They can overtake us when we least expect it, and when we least want it. It doesn’t even matter if we have a full nights sleep.
Tonight was one of those nights. Wow was I having a hard time. In one of those rare moments [...]

Trying To Shake The Shadow…

We all have bad days. Days that we just can’t take it anymore and that we take it out on those around us. Regardless of wether it was deserved or not. That’s understood, and overlooked if it happens only once in a blue moon.
But twice in as many weeks… why thats just poor issue management [...]