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I don’t know if it’s just my settling into the idea of the insecurities, or if it is just that things are still moving along and I’ve managed to block out the anxiety. But this past week went much better. Despite the major snow and a huge backache that took me out of the game [...]
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In the last week I have rejoined weight watchers, begun to learn the new plan format. And am working on purging the rest of the crap food out of the house. And have replaced much of it with better food. Some of it even vegetables!!!! *GASP* I also went back to work after having had [...]
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Sometimes the walls come tumbling down. The intricately constructed barriers that support and contain the self loathing, the self hatred, the shame, the hopelessness, the exhaustion with enduring…. They just become brittle and shatter. And when that happens, it all comes crashing down. The oceans converge, and a tsunami of despair overtakes the small island [...]
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Every time I get hungry now, I find myself disgusted not just by the food choices available, but by what I seem to want to eat. None of it sounds good, and the mental image of it with all its grease and whatever is just awful. Yet there is nothing else that I can fathom [...]
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Facing reality is one of the hardest things we can do. I had to face it head on today when after just doing a couple of EXTREMELY mild things with the truck and washing the windows I was at a near asthma attack and sweating with heart pounding so hard that I thought for a [...]
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More than a year ago I started work on a scifi novel. I was rather enjoying the work. Seeing things come alive. And more than anything, taking on a whole new respect for the authors I admire and enjoy. The amount of detail and work that goes into painting an entire world from scratch… it’s [...]
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Life is full of little adjustments, minor course corrections, sometimes major lane changes, and just general amounts of change. Sometimes it is odd the moments and methods of change that we observe, sometimes it is overdue, and sometimes just impulsive.But change is the one constant in virtually ever part of our lives. And the funny [...]
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The rhythm of the universe stops for nothing and no one. No matter what we do it just keeps pounding out the sounds of our life, marking the time we have spent with the ever randomly placed crescendo. We can either dance to the beat, find the counter balance and tip-toe the knife’s edge, or [...]
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And I love it. I am such an emotional eater and food is an event to me. I enjoy the meal and look forward to the flavors.. But food is my total enemy. I really wish I could get my brain to accept it as just a fuel and to ignore all the rest. With [...]
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So the last few of these have been rather scant. Life just happens that way some times. I’ve been preoccupied with several geeky ideas, projects, and musings. Add to that trying to figure out how to walk more, or at least increase my walking distance/stamina while developing a new and special kind of tearing sort [...]
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